Invisible illness

My new life with an invisible illness is challenging to say the least. I have Achalasia, Gerd, Gastroparesis and IBS/D. Over time each illness takes its toll, sometimes one at a time and sometimes all at once. Most people don't know i'm sick or how I struggle daily just to make it to work and back. It's amazing how much we take for granted in this life. Sometimes a simple sip of water can make me sick as a dog. I don't how much longer I can function like this. I put on a happy face and smile when people complement my weight loss. Little do they know i'm struggling to maintain my weight and right now my doctor is recommending a g-j tube for nutrition. Once upon a time the thought of a feeding tube had scared the crap out of me, but now I seem to be embracing the thought of some relief. I'm sure the tube comes with its own set of problems but i've got to do something. I'm tired, dehydrated, lightheaded, dizzy, nauseous, always in pain and my hair is falling out. So this is my new normal. May God continue to be with me on my journey.